posting here
cry for confrontation that i'm too afraid to make in person
stuffing my head into pillows to hide from my love
embarrased by my tears of confustion
upset to leave him between my stupidity and a friend

don't know how to explain to you
what i can't explain to myself
searching for the words only leaves time
for you and yours to hate me more
tears are my only answer
and i don't expect you to understand

i'm sorry i'm no good at this